Chapter 17 "The Waterfall"

Eartha P.O.V I had to get out of there before I do something stupid, like cry in front of him and everybody in the classroom. So, I started walking toward the big rock by the waterfall. I sit down on the huge rock over by the waterfall I liked to go since I was little. I not been here for a while. I am sitting there crying my eyes out and thinking about him. I can't believe he been a jerk and man-whore. Well, I should have known he was never going to stay with one woman. He will always be a player and wants to play girl's heart. He didn't care who he hurts. Right now, I can feel tears coming on. Because he did hurt someone. That person is me. So, I know he will never change. I sigh He will never change. I shook my head. I started wiping my tears off my face. "I am idiot!" I said out loud. "Hey!" Now! You're not idiot Ave" She tells me. "I don't know" I told her when I shrugged my shoulders. "Oh, now. She said with a giggle. "You never know?" Angelstar said in the back of my mind. "He could change" Angelstar said. "Have faith Eartha" She said with her wolfie smile. I can see her in the back of my mind. I wanted to tell her I want to believe her. But I know if I lied to her, it will get her feelings hurt. So, instead of say no. I just nodded my head with a yes. I can't believe I let him get to me. I thought you wasn't going to care about what he is doing. Well, I lied okay I told myself. I have a lot to worry about then thinking about what KellyKens is doing and who is doing. I been busy with my family. I been training with them. So, I will be repair for the next time. I get in a war. I been ready when that day comes. But it's nice to relax and enjoy being a teenage now the training on hold right now. My parents are great teachers. I watch them fight and train the others. It's neat watching how my parents are so good what they do in training. They will be hard at times. Like making me run laps. I felt that afterward. Oh boy. Basically, I am hurting. So, I am sitting on the big rock and thinking about what going to happen once I go back to the real world. After the day I had. I just want to go home and go to bed and not thinking about the day. I want to forget what happened. So, that why I am here watching the water go over the fall. I took a deep breath, and I can smell the beautiful water in the air. Always go here when I am sad or scared. It helps me to relax and not have bad thoughts. When I am here, I feel at home. I feel safe. I don't know why I like it here. It just I always liked it here since I was six years old. I was in my own thought when I heard a crack behind me. I gasp and look behind me I didn't hear anything. So, I turn back around to watch the waterfall. I was sitting there. Then I heard whispers and mumbles behind me. "Shh, shut up she going to hear us, Jake!" Someone said behind me. I jerk straight up and my hair on my arms stood up. I know I heard someone know behind me. Because I heard a name that made me shiver. I need to get out of here before they fine me. By the time I was getting off the rock and leave. I saw two shadows come out of the trees. "Hey, Eartha!" I heard a deep voice I recognized interrupted my thought behind me. I gasp and turn my head and I saw Jake Stone and KellyKens! Why is he here? I thought he be with Sebrina, or Emilia, Amelia. Not out here where I am out in theKens by myself. Then I see Jake Stone starring at me. I swallowed nervously because I am feeling very weird and wondering what they want from me. So, I didn't want to look at them, so I looked down and spoke. I know my cheeks are red. But I didn't want them to know they made feel nervous. So, I picked up my head and stared into their eyes. I gasp and I was lost in my thought because how they were starring at me. But I knew I needed to snap out of it. So, I did. Stop thinking about them being handsome and gorgeous right now. You need to get to the bottom of this. And see why they out here looking for you. Most important why is KellyKens out here and not with them bimbo's bitches. So, I cleared my throat and asked them with my head held high. So, I did, and it felt good to tell them how I feel. "Jake! Kelly why you are doing out here?" I asked them nervously when I bite inside my mouth. I do that when I am nervous. "I understand you Jake Stone" I told him when I pointed at him. "But not you" I pointed at KellyKens. "They looked at me with nervously like they were knew something I didn't. So, my body wanted to stay and see what will happened, but my brain was telling me to flee and leave. Get as far away from them as I can. But my body won. I wanted to know what they wanted and what they would say. I saw Jake Stone and KellyKens looked at each other and it like they were communicating inside their minds. I saw a light shine and it hit Kelly and Jake eyes. I saw they were talking to their wolfs. Oh, boy I wonder what they are saying to each other and their wolfs. So, maybe it be good idea to interrupted them and say something. "So, why you out here, and why you are following me?" I asked them with a demand tone when I told them. "Well, you see" He was changing the subject. "We wanted to know if your okay" "That all. "Now we know your fine". "Were just going to go!'' Right man" Jake Stone bumped Kelly shoulder he was trying to get KellyKens to leave. But he wasn't and he just everybody thinks KellyKens is a good guy. But what they don't know he far from the truth. Well Because how he treats me, and it hurts when he treats me like I am something under his shoe. He tells me I am nothing. He says I am not good enough even the dirt on the bottom of his shoes. This our Alpha the good guy! I thought mocking people worship him. But what I wanted to tell them to leave and get away from me. I don't need you to check on me. But instead, I tell them. "Thanks" with in a soft tone. They make me feel something I can't explained and understand right now. All I know is I don't want to be away from them. Why is that? I try to ask Angelstar, but she wasn't listening to me. Then I asked the voice. Well maybe you would know. And the voice didn't say anything to me either. Okay. I came back out of my mind and now I am here in front of them. Wondering if this their sick trick and finish me off and really get me to hurt myself. Because I will. I can't take this anymore of the bullying and the teasing and just hateful feelings told me. I want it to stop! I want to be beautiful and popular. Just maybe they won't hurt me and want to be nicer towards me. If I wasn't a loser. "Eartha!" I didn't hear my name. I kept thinking about if I was different and maybe they treat me good and like me. I started feel my chest started closing. My throat was tight, and I can't breathe. My breathing was ragged, but it was when I felt them come closer towards me and laid a hand on my shoulder. I nearly lost it when I felt Jake and Kelly closing in on me. I felt their lips on my ears. I started breathing fast and I knew my hearts was beating inside my chest. Then I felt weak in the knees and I don't know why I felt sleepy. I try to keep my balance and my eyes opening. But I can't because I knew my panic attack were right now. But when they touch my shoulders and had their lips on my ear. I felt my body getting hot. I felt my chest was on fire. Oh, God its coming back again. I started struggling and stumbling and before I knew it. I was going down and I am going to hit the ground. Oh, God I knew I was going to hit hard. So, I was waiting to hit. But before I hit the ground. I didn't feel pain. I felt strong arms surround me. I open my eyes with a gasp. What I saw KellyKens and Jake Stone got me in their arms. I just wanted to die! Because me the plain jane wallflower nerd in school in the arms of the most popular guys in our school. They are staring at me with concern in their eyes. I don't know why and why they would want to be around me or anything holding me in their arms. I don't have a good feeling about this. It feels good but at the same time it feels wrong. But if this feels wrong, I don't want it to feel right. I thought in my mind.