Chapter 3 From New life to the old life

“Hi, Luna. It’s your favorite -Salmon.” That’s Marico. The Beta of Beast Claus pack. Yes. I joined a new pack two years ago. They found me in the middle of nowhere. And I have been a member of the Beast Claus. And Marico has been so nice to me. “ Look how much you changed comparing two years ago. I remember the first time I saw you. You were a skinny , tinny teenager girl, and now you are all grown-up,like you know, a woman.” Marico said. “What do you mean a woman, I am a woman.” I argued. “I mean a ‘woman woman’, you look nice,you know... you are beautiful.” This is the first time that I have ever heard that someone said I am beautiful. After the dinner, I look at the mirror. I have changed. I look strong, owning abs. Not only the outside, but the whole new me. I am not feel weak just because someone said that I am weak. I don’t give a shit about their judgement. I am who I am. But there’s only one thing that I can’t let it go. I am a rejected mate. I never forget how directly and rudely Kenneth reject me and how bitchy that his whore, Julie is. This is something I can forget, no matter how hard I tried. “Jamie, you ready? We’re heading to a meeting.” Marico called me. “Okay everyone, please listen very carefully. My friend from another pack got a problem with His pack members, they are weak and not trained properly due to the lack of experts in their pack. So, I decided that Marico, Joe, Cam, Mia and Jamie will go there and train their pack members and help them become strong again. I’m doing this because they’ve been allied friends for a long time." Rick said. Rick is the Alpha of the Beast Claus , and one of the people who found me and saved me two years ago. He is very dear to me. He knows better than anyone about my miserable past. “Which pack?” I asked. Rick didn’t tell me directly but said “Everyone listen, we’re the legendary pack. We have the responsibility to help our kind grow better and stronger. We should look forward to the future, not linger on the past.” “The past, why did he say that?” I think “Oh my god, did Rick mean my past? It can’t be. Fuck, it can’t be the Full Moon pack, which I was humiliated, abandoned and rejected.” "Alpha what is the name of the pack we are going to help?" Marico asked. “Jamie's former pack, The Full Moon Pack.” "Rick, I refuse to join this mission. I'm okay here. There's nothing left to train the fighters but you. You still have a lot of work to do, so I'd better just stay here." I said. I don't want to see people there. I am not ready to face them and talk to them. Yes, I miss my friend Sandy, but is that reason enough for me to show up and socialize with them? Is this a joke? He looks at Joe, Mia and Cam, "You guys can leave but Jamie and Marico need to stay, we still have something to talk about." The others got up and left. “What the fuck, I can’t go back there, you know what my life was like there. I hate there. Bullying is my daily life.” I lashed. “This is your chance to show them that you are no longer the former woman they despise and insult. You are strong and powerful. You can now face your brother who has abandoned you and you can even reject your worthless mate. Don't be a coward. “ Rick said. “Rick’s right. You become a different person. Show those bastards. The most importantly, show the stupid Kenneth what he missed.” Marico told me. “But...... do you think I can?”  “No, you can't!!! because WE CAN." Kay emphasized the last two words. ‘We can all do it as long as we are together. There a lot people love and protect us now. They can no longer hurt us, one more thing, I am the most powerful wolf in the world right now. They can't hurt me again.’ "Rick, I'm in. When are we leaving?" Rick is excited to hear me say that. “We will leave 6 in the morning tomorrow. You can pack your thing tonight.” He hugs me and says “ Jamie, I am so proud of you.” Marico hugs me, too. “ Don’t worry, We’re all here for you.” ******* "Are you really okay?" Marico asked after we left Rick's office and are now arranging things for our departure tomorrow. “Marico, to be honest. I don’t think I can see them.” “Them or him?” “Kenneth is mean, cruel and human less. I don’t give a fuck about him. I just can’t stop thinking about how he rejected me in front of all those people and how the pain he left me when he kissed his that bitch, Julie. You know, there’s nothing I can do about this pain. Even when I join a new pack. The link between me and my mate is still not broken. I can feel that pain from time to time, especially at night.” Hearing this, Marico can’t help laughing. “Why are you laughing? Marico.” “Seems like your mate is not a strong and horny man. I mean, your pain is from time to time? Not all the time?” “Marico, you are boring!” Marico always know how to make me happy. He and Rick are very dear to me. They are like the brother and parent I never have since my brother James have never spoken to me after my parents died because of me. “Thanks, Marico. You really are good friend.” "Okay. Go to bed early so you can wake up early tomorrow. We both know that you’re a heavy sleeper. Don’t over think and Let the problem, problem you." He said before he leaves. “How will James react when he sees me again?” “Let's think more about how Kenneth will react when he sees us again. I tell you this in advance, I will not let him hurt us again. Even if we mate him, I might kill him.' Kay said. “Dear Kay, your head is full of killing. We’re not like that. You should know we are not go back to kill Kenneth. We are go back to show him he is an idiot to reject me.” “By how?” “You will see.”