Chapter 94

He s gone? What? I watched Chris s face for a while and found his face was filled with both sadness and hurt. So it was true? "So it was true?" I again asked him as he looked at me and nodded. It felt like someone was stabbing my heart with a thousand sharp daggers. It s not someone, it s just Ryan. Without asking anything from him I just turned and left. I walked out of the hospital while wiping my tears. I just don t know.. How am I going to live without him now? It hurts, it really hurts to believe that he won t come to me again. Memories surged into my mind with a great pain. Our first meeting was such a bad one but that didn t keep him from coming to me. He hurt me but yet he came to my life forcefully. Now everything is gone. I got into the car and rested my head against the window. I watched out of the window but my mind was filled with the smile Ryan had that day before getting into the jeep. I looked at the ring on my finger and I felt my heart w