Chapter 18

"I m gonna fucking kill you bastard" With that he took out of his gun and pointed it on that man s head. "NO.. Stop" I cried and quickly got up from the bed and strode towards Ryan. "Don t.. Don t Kill" I grabbed his hand which was holding the gun because I was scared. Is he going to end someone s life without even thinking? NO.. He can t. "No.. I m gonna fucking kill for touching what s mine" He looked at me and smirked before shooting the man. I saw his lifeless body as the bullet pierced his forehead. I was shocked. How? How did he even manage to kill a man without a second thought. I looked at Ryan who was smirking at his lifeless body and then within a second his eyes fell on mine. I wanted to run away from this man because he s totally a demon but my heart is betraying me and making me want to stay closer to him. "You re bleeding" He placed his thumb against my forehead and started to caress. His hands were covered with blood. I was so shocked and didn t have courage to speak. I looked at his dark blue eyes and those were really dangerous but for some unknown reason I wasn t scared because I knew he won t hurt me or kill me. "Let s go" With that he grabbed me from my hand and went towards the door but I stopped. "What?" He turned to me and asked. "You..You killed" I finally managed to speak. He let out a deep breath and pulled me to him by my waist. "Listen… This is not the first time I m doing this okay? Don t be scared I won t hurt you" He said while caressing my hair. "Let s go." He took off his coat and covered me with it and took my hand to leave. "Where?" I asked him because I was too weak to argue with him. I was just tired and wanted to sleep. "Home" With that he took me out of my apartment. Home? Do I even have one? My eyes became moist as I heard that word because I lost my home three years ago. "Get in" He opened the door of his car and said. Without talking to him I got into the car and a man was sitting in the driving seat but he didn t even look at me. Then Ryan got into the car. "To my apartment" With that the man nodded and started the car. I was just looking outside for the whole ride. I was just shocked and I couldn t believe that the man who was sitting next to me killed a man. He even said that was not his first time. After a few minutes the car stopped in front of a luxurious building. "Let s go" He got out of the car and said as he came to my side and opened the door. I nodded slowly and got out of the car. Then he led me to the elevator. After a few seconds the elevator door opened and I saw the luxurious house in front of me. Did he just have his own elevator to come to his house? Urghh.. He s Ryan Winston… He has everything that he wants. "Daddy. You re back" My heartbeat increased as I heard the voice. My baby.. "Mommy is here too" I looked at my son who was smiling at me with his reddened cheeks. Unintentionally tears filled in my eyes because finally.. He called me mommy. I looked at the man who was standing next to me while smiling at his son. So he really gave me what I asked. "Why are you awake? Didn t I ask you to sleep? Hmm?" I watched my adorable son as he looked away from his daddy s eyes. "I couldn t sleep. I waited for mommy" He pouted while biting his bottom lip. My heart filled with love for my son. Really cute. "Alright let mommy take a shower and come." With that Ryan grabbed me from my hand and left. "Okay daddy" I heard my son yell. Why is this boy yelling? "Take a shower and come, I ll treat your wounds after that" Oh god I totally forgot about the wound on my forehead. That s good I wiped the blood of my wound while sitting in the car. I nodded and went into the bathroom as I showered. I quickly changed into a bathrobe and came out because I wanted to see my son. "Sit here" I heard Ryan s voice and looked at him. When did he take a shower? Wet hair and changed clothes. Didn t I go in before him? "You took twenty minutes to shower" He simply said while looking at my body. Fucking pervert. But how did he know what I was thinking? Urgh.. This man. I went and sat next to her as he started to treat my wounds. As soon as he was done I got up because I wanted to see my baby boy. "Why are you in a hurry?" He caught my hand and pulled me to him. He made me sit on his lap. I looked at him and saw he was already smirking at me. "I want to see him," I said while looking away from his eyes. "I did what you said so it s time for you to be my woman" With that he started to kiss my neck. "Not yet. Where is his custody?" I pushed him away and got up. "You know. You ll never be able to throw me away from his life" With his devilish smirk he pulled me closer to him and pressed his lips on mine. He was correct, I won t be able to push him away from my son s life because they really have a good bond. "DADDY.." I heard my son s shout and I quickly pushed Ryan away and looked at my son who was frowning at his daddy. "What were you doing daddy?" He came and looked up at his daddy. "Didn t you see? I kissed her" What the hell? This man is crazy. "Baby come on. Let mommy carry you" With that I picked him up and left the room because I didn t want that idiot to speak more. "Mommy you re so pretty. Like a fairy" I smiled at him because of what he said. What a sweet talker. "My baby is pretty more than me" I kissed his forehead and his cheeks. His cheeks really remind me of Noah. A sharp pain came through my chest as I remembered Noah. This baby is here today because of Noah right? "No mommy. We are not pretty. We men are handsome" I laughed as my boy finished his words. "Yeah handsome" I nodded and kissed his forehead again. "It s getting late, baby. Sleep now. Mommy will make chocolate pancakes for you okay?" I smiled at him as he giggled happily. "Okay Mommy. I like to eat chocolate pancakes but daddy is too weak and can t make those" He whispered against my ear and kissed my cheek. I was just happy. I was just happy after almost four years. "Mommy, sleep with me. Will you?" He asked me with his big bright eyes and I nodded and took him into his room as he showed me the way. "Good night baby" I placed him on the bed and kissed his forehead as I laid next to him. "Goodnight mommy. I love you" He said while kissing my cheek. My eyes filled with tears because I lost him for almost three years. "Mommy loves you the most" I smiled and kissed his cheek and hugged him to sleep. Finally I have my baby boy in my arms.